tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61796772012-02-29T01:41:16.959+08:00shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comBlogger3621100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-49620608086492268892012-02-29T01:40:00.001+08:002012-02-29T01:41:16.981+08:00

this is a post to remind myself, no matter how fucking prepared i am, no matter how confident i feel, no matter how zhuai i feel, always have the heart and mind to check and never miss out on the details. this is a lesson learnt, and i will keep this lesson with me all the time.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-91703560309437718902012-02-16T19:09:00.003+08:002012-02-16T19:11:31.833+08:00

I've had enough

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-72357778721172307192011-01-08T05:11:00.002+08:002011-01-08T05:23:27.878+08:00

nothing will ever compare to the intensity passion and motivation i had for 2007 a division basketball. i quit playing for smu 2 days ago, and i quit without regrets.

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and so 2010 has come and gone, it wasnt a perfect year, but it was perfectly mashed together, came ORD, after ORD revelry, work, europe, school camps, school itself, my birthday party which i have no memory of after 12, ocsp, first reservist. many highlights, but too much to put into words. i'm just happy and thankful for these memories, and definitely looking forward to a new fresh year ahead as

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my fondest memory of you, is the time that i stayed over at your place and i was really excited about sleeping in an air con room. i turned the aircon to a really cold degree and you complained, but you still allowed me to do so. i woke up freezing, and you were clad in the blanket and i felt so bad to take away that blanket i ended having to wear my tracksuit to sleep. i will miss the times of

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-3902148457446630292010-10-25T03:21:00.002+08:002010-10-25T03:25:07.765+08:00

Ask yourself, are your pains, your sacrifice, your tears, your disappointment, your sadness, worth it? i really want to do better, but i lack discipline, i lack drive. i hope this week i can sleep well, study well, exercise well, eat well. thats all i ask for.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-16692551824487227452010-10-12T02:50:00.002+08:002010-10-12T02:52:09.237+08:00

its been a good start to school, but i'm sleeping at 2.50am when i have lessons at 8.30am. :(. but still, school today, though taxing, really absorbed business law today, completed ocsp report and stats report. one step at a time to success

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-46545111877025306412010-09-18T04:26:00.002+08:002010-09-18T04:31:16.950+08:00

if i tell you now that i'm not under stress, i'd be lying. with 2 assignments and 2 graded presentations next week, i'm swamped for the weekend. I know i spend alot of time facebooking, twitter, but i also spend the equal, if not more amount of time on my studies. This is the first time that i've taken my studies so seriously, and if it doesnt pay off, i'll be fucking disappointed. However, i

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-92070518748157229482010-09-15T23:59:00.003+08:002010-09-16T00:04:36.633+08:00

i never thought id say this, but i actually miss tekong. thinking back on the tears and blood shed on that island, its really nolstagic watching the "every singaporean son" videos on youtube. botak, young, nubile and new to regimentation, it was such a huge culture shock. now, more hair, not so young, ready for the world, yet another culture shock as a uni student. but of course, i definitely

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-28809486771302184232010-09-03T00:38:00.001+08:002010-09-03T00:38:25.408+08:00

There is a little truth behind every {just kidding} A little curiosity behind every {just wondering}A little knowledge behind every {I don’t know}And a little emotion behind every {I don’t care}

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-67343474084129412892010-08-02T02:22:00.002+08:002010-08-02T02:37:23.359+08:00

and so, the camps are over and schools going to start really soon. im typing this out on my new awesome laptop hpdm4 and wowwww its damn shiokk. as much as i had alot of fun during the 3 camps that ive been to, its really time to put in the much needed effort for my grades in the university. i am determined to do well, and this time there will not be a repeat of my days in secondary and jc times

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-82386580514908750732010-07-13T02:45:00.003+08:002010-07-13T02:52:08.646+08:00

i always thought that the time after ORD will be the most intense and fun time of my life thus far, i was right. and while i still have a month left to school, it suddenly hit me that this period of carefreeness, will come to a gradual end soon. with us taking on different paths and onto different schools, it all suddenly felt like enlistment again. sigh. i just want to say, i'm really

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-9126067621034520372010-07-09T00:17:00.002+08:002010-07-09T00:17:45.552+08:00

the only reason why i havent been blogging because im really busy.busy having the time of my life. gawddddddd

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-83403115089890172652010-04-23T12:31:00.003+08:002010-04-23T12:40:14.531+08:00

so euro trip is finally going to happen. in every other sense i'm so excited i'm going to jump out of my skin but the thought of me spending such abit of cash which isnt mine yet is quite a bugging thought. but this is the trip and this is the time. dear mum,i'm sorry that whenever i borrow money from you its in such a huge stack( motorbike, europe, university) but i hope you know that this

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-83431232843338881932010-04-05T02:00:00.003+08:002010-04-05T02:08:19.966+08:00

Today, i sent malcolm and andre off to USA. the excitement in their eyes was really obvious and it sorta radiated to us and all. it really was quite a preview of what its like when i go to europe in a month's time. yes, when they come back, i will be in europe.This week, has been nothing short of awesome. earned some cash, drove quite abit, played awesome basketball until we played

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-34914479753444843212010-03-29T04:35:00.000+08:002010-03-29T04:37:15.120+08:00

wa knn 4.34am liao excuse: going europe in may so must get used to the time difference what..and to you reading this, "i never read nehji's blog and used its content in an i never game lor " HAHAHHAHA FUCK YOU and i'd rather be a sehhh than not sehhh thanks

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-82139494585858415892010-03-21T04:46:00.000+08:002010-03-21T04:47:00.884+08:00

definitely sucks to be a bench player. dang

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-1652673876145658582010-03-19T02:21:00.002+08:002010-03-19T02:28:38.700+08:00

i thought i love watching HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER because of how awesome barney is on the show but what really attracts me is the group dynamics of the show like how the dudes accept each other flaws and blend so perfectly together to create such a family feel, despite everyone coming from different backgrounds.we're all humans, aren't we?even so, this is the time to REALLY step it UP.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-40464676533597259542010-03-08T22:36:00.002+08:002010-03-08T22:40:39.795+08:00

i have a jobi am going to europe in mayi want to have a scholarship to fund my studiesi am a student of SMUjust 2 years back, @ this point of time, i'm still very much slack and nua it pretty much turned me into jelly. now 2 years later, i'm going for jobs to fund my eurotrip, have achieved my double driving licenses, sourcing for scholarships. i guess the army has shaped me up abit.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-3853796311390142862010-02-21T04:06:00.003+08:002010-02-21T04:07:23.790+08:00

today wasnt as awesome as i thought it will be, but, things could be worse,like... being in the army still. HAHAHAHAHAAHA zhi zu chang le. be content, happy long time

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-14782066436695582282010-02-18T05:11:00.002+08:002010-02-18T05:13:01.284+08:00

good morning gentlemen, its currently 5am, and i havent slept yet. yes thats right, i'm a ORD personnel who just have to experience life after 2230 and not waking up for breakfast at 0630. the thing is, its not very healthy right?FML

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-59661536834054272432010-02-16T04:00:00.003+08:002010-02-16T04:08:01.244+08:00

while we all revel in the AFTER-ORD glow and CNY festivities, it is unfortunate that a 21-year old olympian with huge dreams has passed this world in the split of a second. he told his dad, "either i win it, or die"to die for a dream, that's something nobody would have ever expected. i am sorry for the loss of such a fine young man, and what he would have brought to the sport of luge. rest in

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-62369435080123229292010-02-09T09:28:00.000+08:002010-02-09T09:29:03.665+08:00

Don't work. Avoid telling the truth. Be hated. Love someone.Share Tuesday, 19 January 2010 at 12:03-----Written by Adrian Tan, author of The Teenage Textbook (1988), was the guest-of-honour at a recent NTU convocation ceremony. This was his speech to the graduating class of 2008.-----I must say thank you to the faculty and staff of the Wee Kim Wee School of Communication and Information for

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-57281782732878385682010-02-07T04:12:00.001+08:002010-02-07T04:13:02.084+08:00

this week would have been perfect if i was awesome in poker and if i had talked to you. but still, rather happy. and the weekend's not over hor

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-89175893242591603962010-02-06T02:44:00.001+08:002010-02-06T02:45:46.556+08:00

simply because, i can drive a car and ride a bike. yay for first time pass

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-9564669557432637352010-01-09T05:01:00.001+08:002010-01-09T05:02:26.270+08:00

looks like the month of AWESOMENESS (december) has spilled over to january. quick update, i will officially be part of singapore management on jan 16

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-29704441037082515122009-12-31T04:59:00.003+08:002009-12-31T05:09:23.761+08:00

to sum it up, the best parts of 2009 wasgetting my jungle hat and 3 stripes, thailand training, taiwan training, bangkok love, poker after taiwan, owning my own vehicle, getting my civilian license, basketball on saturdays, every weekend free to hang out with my bros, soccer in the morning despite sleeping so late the night before, watching vjc take down ajc, surviving a worldwide virus epidemic

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-9237507458400918332009-12-31T04:11:00.002+08:002009-12-31T04:12:04.352+08:00

as with everything else, relationships with people takes effort and time.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-19617077062089689662009-12-30T02:10:00.003+08:002009-12-30T02:11:39.191+08:00

its like the A div all over again, thinking back, spending all your time passion love determination sweat blood tears into that minute chance that maybe this time we'll win, but it is not to be, but what am i saying, i gave so much more to A div.just saying. FUCK YOU ANDRE/YIYANG

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-77747143898185690312009-12-16T06:06:00.002+08:002009-12-29T22:31:00.327+08:00

cause, FUCK YOU. hahahaha

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-8004577868043001332009-12-13T05:46:00.001+08:002009-12-13T05:46:37.105+08:00

i need six thousand dollars.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-67605951932736072452009-12-09T04:07:00.002+08:002009-12-09T04:11:34.792+08:00

i think i'm headed back towards the days where i dont pen down my thoughts word for word and every post is just a one-liner. maybe twitter got their idea from me. ive just been enjoying myself, pursuing personal interests, being young. and my twentieth birthday was pretty boreee ring but i guess the cosine curve doesnt end in the lower portion all the time.and take care, you.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-1381535932106160072009-11-01T04:03:00.002+08:002009-11-01T04:23:44.325+08:00

its been a pretty long time since the last update, which was like a month ago. hmm the past month was poker on fridays, chillout on saturday, book in on sunday and chiong monday to friday. repeat. oh yes, my new favourite card game is definitely poker. its not really about the gambling but how intricate the game can be. its emotions logic probabilty maths all combined into 7 cards which makes up

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-24102433515913845242009-09-13T05:51:00.000+08:002009-09-13T05:55:18.188+08:00

not in a fucked up, drunken, shitfaced, no money, no friends, no hope kinda way,but more of in a emotional, basic logic, body clock, 'why the fuck am i doing this', 5 more months to ord kinda way.i'm messed up. save me please, yes you. i've been waiting, all this while.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-60358820157391344382009-09-06T14:01:00.000+08:002009-09-06T14:02:01.105+08:00

am back from taiwan! but my computer is down and i'm blogging this on an ibook, which i'm not very proficient in. sigh. next week is free and easy, somebody entertain me!!

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-87708782096343406982009-08-13T01:27:00.001+08:002009-08-13T01:27:54.194+08:00

i will pack my drawer soon. lots of nolstagic stuff awaits man!

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-63870227396539695142009-08-11T04:28:00.000+08:002009-08-11T04:49:40.793+08:00

a lil update, for i've seen my blog becoming stagnant after weeks of inactivity. the last post said " i'm damn sian of this sick routine" or sth like that right, guess what, it happened. wah lan eh 2 weeks never serve army sia, all because of this piggy influenza virus going about the world. yes gentlemen, i've contracted hedge one ann one man, and let me just say that this virus is rather spunky

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-41233953914734226472009-07-19T01:50:00.001+08:002009-07-19T01:51:32.660+08:00

i'm very sian. really. sian as in, the whole usual routine again sian. save me please.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-74287432564941584312009-07-12T03:52:00.002+08:002009-07-12T04:05:05.806+08:00

but i've been busy. i never thought i'd ever say this but yea, ive been busy. i've been spammed with ndp commitments, duties, whatnots. the month has been tough thus far, and will be even tougher, all the way until i pack up for taiwan in august. there are many things i'll like to blog about, like my new motorbike, my specialists coming closer together as a whole, ndp, parades, but i simply have

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-64321308923993157062009-06-18T10:41:00.002+08:002009-06-18T10:43:30.488+08:00

indulging in sinful late tiring nights is taking a toll on my body. i should stop.time to live healthy

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-9353159433734080412009-06-09T04:25:00.002+08:002009-06-09T04:29:59.482+08:00

LOL at the title of this blogpost. this were exactly zhiwei's words at gongkia's failure to point middle finger at jame's camera back when we were in malaysia. LOLits always lovely to look back at such memories, read blogposts of ages ago, and rewind the good old feelings of those years. i realise i miss the vjc times the most amongst my schooling days and wow the thoughts of being a student back

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-15863693170485994882009-06-07T04:15:00.003+08:002009-06-07T04:16:54.042+08:00

so i've just came back from thailand.i've got a motorbike license, enough cash for a motorbike, a bottle of tequila, 3 heinekens, a week of off. exciting indeed, watch for a long post coming right up. and thank you ladies and gentlemen who came to send me off and receive me, damn, sho lovez wor. korprunkarrrrrrpp

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-46772331630868666542009-05-08T03:16:00.002+08:002009-05-08T03:55:24.011+08:00

so it is, 12pm later on when vjc will take on ajc to see who goes into the semis. sigh, what a remake of our year. each and every one of those 6 points continue to cast their ominous shadows on the memories of the yesteryears. it was also a year ago that i've made a decision, one that would ultimately go on to shape my life in a slightly awkward direction. yes, time passes, people change, and i'm

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-31511665101705076592009-04-26T18:48:00.002+08:002009-04-26T19:12:52.690+08:00

constant disappointments and fulfilling weekends.never failed as many times in such a short spate of time in this year, like a serious downer. its like the cosine curve, just that its at the first half of it. LOL. however, somehow this fact gets override by weekends that are never boring. 3 more weeks to the land of korprunkaaaaaaarp and citizens unhappy with their government.on a side note, i

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-223494623802159132009-04-26T02:13:00.001+08:002009-04-26T02:15:03.308+08:00

i feel like, telling you to fuck off. like seriously. yea, both of you.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-86237728577818440292009-04-16T12:40:00.001+08:002009-04-16T12:41:44.604+08:00

If you have made mistakes, even serious ones, there is always another chance for you. What we call failure is not the falling down but the staying down.Mary Pickford (1893 - 1979)yet another one month to go... sigh but i'm not giving up

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-15847035334840547762009-04-05T01:36:00.002+08:002009-04-05T01:41:00.729+08:00

a good dinner and some sports in the dark after a long week never feels any better. wow, 6 more days to our anniversary. i cant wait to break up with you in 10 months

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-38167688328639748702009-04-03T23:53:00.002+08:002009-04-04T00:02:08.995+08:00

i am fucking sick of chionging like a dog only to be warned about my "attitude and effort"attitude reflects leadership.FUCK YOU.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-1917852568740067802009-03-25T00:32:00.003+08:002009-07-13T00:47:54.243+08:00

remember the old blogging days when we wrote every single flecking detail of what happened in the day? yeah it was pretty gay but i found out, as we grow older, our memories become shadier and sometimes it does help to blog about what happened daily, especially happy times. but please, nothing like "wow i brushed my tooth today and i ate maggi mee for breakfast, so yummy." hahahahahaso...

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-4528477426771292242009-03-22T03:34:00.002+08:002009-03-22T03:37:16.461+08:00

i hope when you'll be there when i wake up later.yes you. my personal baby. because without you, i cannot access facebook,email,movies,pspgames blah blah and i CANNOT BLOG ABOUT THE MOST AWESOME WEEK OF 2009.more tml, fucking tireddddd/lazy/dowantogoofflinebecauseiscaredofyounotbeingtheretml

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-84248966317899262632009-03-15T03:18:00.002+08:002009-03-15T03:28:54.131+08:00

its just one of those hungry, tired nights that you just cant be bothered to do anything about. its been a long day, shuttling to and fro between soccer riding friends despite having a hangover from the previous night of drunken guitar hero-ing. i should feel accomplished to be able to do so much, but i dont. instead, i'm hungry, and tired and i dont want to sleep or eat. its quite amazing to see

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-87709508255006221262009-02-15T14:59:00.004+08:002009-02-15T15:15:08.706+08:00

i'm trying to blog here, but i end up deleting my posts like after one paragraph. must be something to do with the fact taht i'm not booking out next week. i will tahan for another year.on a completely random note,i feel that basketball at vjc should be a regular thing on saturday mornings and i absolutely abhor people who do not reply their messages on time. even worse are the people who DO NOT

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-32783292276271408612009-02-08T02:08:00.002+08:002009-02-08T02:11:43.346+08:00

4 days ftx umpiring, hardcore live run, 5 extras and bullshit VSbball at vjc, first driving lesson, reunion, fin's, performance, max brenner's (milo gao gao), guitar hero. life has a fucking extreme spectrum man.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-33444584879924424242009-02-01T05:23:00.001+08:002009-02-01T05:23:49.523+08:00

i will be waiting.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-59461515844807152162009-01-22T00:19:00.003+08:002009-01-22T00:31:18.460+08:00

haha, looking back at our blog never fails to make me smile. the details of the crazy things we used to do, the times we hang out, the times we quarrel like fuck over VERY minor details and the really sweet messages one wouldnt expect out of a gang of adolescent growing teens. really ironical too, seeing one of our most hardcore member getting whisked away by clutches of time and erm, love?.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-5388369517699637632009-01-13T22:42:00.002+08:002009-01-13T23:20:46.836+08:00

last friday, i officially received my third stripe and the ever elusive jungle hat adorned with the recon tab and badge on it. in the armed forces, only a special few units of men are able to wear the jungle hat officially,namely the commandoes, snipers, rangers, special operation forces and finally the reconnaissance troopers. yes thats right, reconnaissance is spelled with 2 "n"-es and 2 "s"-es

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-37089891911833575222008-12-20T03:36:00.002+08:002008-12-20T03:52:36.228+08:00

imagine thisyou've walked continously for the past 16 hours, with a load of 30kg on your back, stopping only to massage your cramped feet and such rests only last for the maximum of 15 mins. you're tired, you're hungry, you only got combat rations (whoever made that shit should seriously change the menu up abit). you've put down the load, and you've walked 2km away to find the checkpoint to mark

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-75385593683148367422008-12-08T13:27:00.002+08:002008-12-08T13:27:57.464+08:00

the previous post is too angsty so i decided to take it away. book in at 2000. wtf man...

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-88231037509067028812008-12-06T04:35:00.004+08:002008-12-06T04:45:01.830+08:00

a quick one before bed,forbidden fruits taste the sweetest. really.. u wanna know why i wrote this? dun tell you.never knew i could carry so much weight and brisk walk. human taxi anybody? thanks alice, you're the greatest any soldier can ever ask for.bike lessons are on hold for a month due to the lack of a pdl, and car lessons shall start immediately after rcc. which means NO NEED TO WAKE UP AT

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-18726464859671111212008-11-23T13:32:00.003+08:002008-11-23T13:40:52.059+08:00

it begins tomorrow. 8 weeks to 3SG S Y PANG.really dread the upcoming weeks, yet excited in a good way to be chionging alongside the original gang of 4 & 8 brigade. 20kg of water on your back is really not the most comfortable of loads to carry man. but.. its okay, as they say, the boat will straighten up as it reaches the harbour.to pick up such a heavy load, one must learn to put it down too.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-58428860648327365502008-11-15T14:44:00.002+08:002008-11-15T14:49:01.997+08:00

after running away from the enemy for sometime, i sense an ambush up ahead. by virtue of my vocation, i choose to watch, to listen, and never to engage unless necessary. the front seems dangerous, feels dangerous, yet ever inviting, in the possible hopes that i might find out more, and possibly obtain even greater information, fufilling my objectives. i know i should walk away, i know shouldnt

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-52047274392169495902008-11-14T19:56:00.003+08:002008-11-14T20:00:02.020+08:00

Far better it it to dare mighty things, to win glorious triumphs, even though chequered by failure than to rank with poor spirits who neither enjoy much nor suffer much, because they live in a grey twilight that knows not victory nor defeat.-Theodore Roosevelt

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and so, another year rounds up. many things have happened, some good, some not so good. definitely grown, in more ways than one over the past few months. i've learnt and am still learning, to look at things from a broader pespective, take things in my stride, and accept the fact that change is the only constant. i received a pair of slippers from my brother as a gift for the upcoming ocassion and

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-8878689069881318152008-11-02T02:25:00.000+08:002008-11-02T02:26:17.914+08:00

i'm an idiot. i traded in the wrong pair of jeans.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-41816405152487406972008-11-01T04:31:00.003+08:002008-11-01T04:32:39.346+08:00

gentlemen, dun fucking play with fire.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-30344243436942609762008-10-26T09:07:00.003+08:002008-10-26T09:26:41.057+08:00

i dreamnt of you.again.the scenario, is always the same. i always wake up feeling the same pain, that familiar, heart wrenching bullshit. i hated that, i hated that pain. i don't want that hurt anymore. but its so raw, so real. and then my alarm goes off, and i sit in bed, wondering why cant i dream of happier sweeter things. it's scary. and the thing is, i just won't stop. it doesnt stop. its

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there are times when i feel like i don't feel anymore, times when i'm so detached emotionally, times when nothing seem to matter. all i hear, is my breathing. all that in my mind is a blank. such is the effect of cooped up in an enclosed area for too long a period, i cant finish this blog post, that feel , or rather the lack of feel is coming to me again. maybe i'm just tired, yawn

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-16093638645750069372008-10-12T15:32:00.000+08:002008-10-12T16:15:54.450+08:00

the worst sunday ever. fucked up damn damn fucked up.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-57689225206587789292008-10-09T04:13:00.001+08:002008-10-09T04:15:33.046+08:00

so... i obtained my military liccense. 1 month of civilian life is over. and just when my band of brothers come together to be, we are split up into 2 fucking units. thats just life for you. its back to army. i feel so.. aimless. one times sigh.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-84137632940446040842008-09-18T23:18:00.002+08:002008-09-18T23:26:42.661+08:00

i'm so tired. while bike course is probably the most awesome thing that ever happened so far in the army, i'm fucking drained. days start at 7, ends at 5. half the day is theory, half the day is practical. practical is oh-so-cool with all that riding around the circuit and balancing on ribbed planks, doing figure of eights but its fucking tiring to control that 140kg monster. it doesnt help that

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-63147767710470376402008-09-14T05:22:00.003+08:002008-09-14T05:32:29.789+08:00

ala pursuit of happiness, this part of my life is called getting back on track.i promise myself to strive ahead and embrace the future, stopping only to look back on fond memories, never with anger, never with regret, never with thinking "what if". and never going to commit the same old mistakes.Colbie Caillat's voice is the sex! :) lucky

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-38702367726878041282008-09-08T02:19:00.002+08:002008-09-08T02:20:05.737+08:00

tml wake up at 6am but i still awake at 2.23am. tiredcannotsleepboy89 des neh.bike course lo!

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stay out, bitches!

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-48336538390996194072008-08-23T04:12:00.001+08:002008-08-23T04:16:27.548+08:00

i'm staying over at the padang tml :( wtf..

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-10916845406521095852008-08-21T23:58:00.002+08:002008-08-22T02:08:17.511+08:00

the days in vjc were awesome. its been an honour.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-64715518732045870252008-08-19T21:09:00.000+08:002008-08-19T21:10:20.185+08:00

i'm blogging on a tuesday night! hahaha. exciting.k la book in time byebye. :)

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so it is, it has been decided. with acceptance comes happiness.sometimes in the pursuit of goals and dreams, we all leave a part of us behind. this part i believe, is the ability to appreciate the great little things in life.we may not get what we truly desire, but we must know what we are blessed with. in times of difficulty, of pain and turmoil, we all must remind ourselves, it could be

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-51925672184870929202008-08-08T20:52:00.001+08:002008-08-08T20:54:59.202+08:00

i needed that bit of luck. just that little bit. but i'm all out. life without motivation, can be a serious downer. one more week to my coporal rank. maybe that stroke of luck might just come at the last moment.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-70870513560672752492008-08-03T06:15:00.002+08:002008-08-03T06:35:07.145+08:00

i don't know why, i still feel like a child. even with 4 months of ns under my belt, i still feel like a child. and sometimes the situations i see in the army just makes me feel like we're just a bunch of little adult-wannabes running around. and my mother doesnt really help by treating me like a child too! she always say i am a kindergarden boy. hahahaha. not that i'm complaining but its really

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-70966409221578847602008-07-27T19:08:00.001+08:002008-07-27T19:10:10.574+08:00

a short one before i book in.3 more weeks to end of my course. grandslam up ahead. back in bmt, this was the point when i started to slacken off, started to drift into a state of unbeing( the kind when you move only when you see other people moving). this shall not be the way. this is the week to pick up the pace even more.do well for grandslam, pass SOC with good timing. lets go!

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-6683164749021441142008-07-20T19:42:00.002+08:002008-07-20T20:03:31.991+08:00

actually, i dun really have a happier post. haha. army has become so much of a routine, that i've began to count time in weeks. field camp was filled with thoughts and more thoughts i thought my brain would be fried! but alas, i sorted things out and got better after field camp. there's no sense in dwelling on the past, not when you've given so much, only to get slammed in the face like a bullet

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-84115253673965853372008-07-19T01:48:00.001+08:002008-07-19T01:50:56.127+08:00

i think i'm sensitive, but before i open my mouth to say anything in a serious tone (yea screw that EH KIDDING shit hahahaha) i usually think it through in my mind before saying it out based on the situation. as such, i get offended inside when people say inappropriate stuff, even when they dun mean to.but anyhow, i believe that true ability will shine through, so..please give it to me if i

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-71466879369201734542008-07-13T18:22:00.001+08:002008-07-13T18:57:22.012+08:00

while doing my navigation in mandai, i entered a little stream with my skeletal battle order, helmet gun and all and i saw dunman high students. they were doing some geog project, calculating the velocity of the river flow and all. i was abit hesitant about trudging through so as not to disturb them but i carried on walking along the river stream.. GUESS WHO I SAW.MISS PEAR!for the uninformed,

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this week has been particularly long. really long. it doesent helps that i live on the fifth floor. it doesnt helps that i rather be in the camp next to mine. it dosent helps that i have some personal problems of my own. it doesnt helps that i have to book in a few hours time. the list goes on, i'm sure every soldier knows the story.being in the army, i've learnt to deal with waiting in the most

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-53132541989995624802008-07-06T12:14:00.002+08:002008-07-06T12:24:55.318+08:00

hello readers of my "army talkz"2 weeks of my bslc training has passed, which means i'm 1/4 through my course! which is mighty fine indeed. life as a spec trainee has generally been manageable, we've been treated like commanders but of course mr pang here always gets the knock it down for the most stupid reasons ever, sitting ba long long-ly while waiting for a test, sitting ba long long-ly while

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-35664247040423952942008-06-21T02:02:00.002+08:002008-06-21T02:17:58.733+08:00

i'll embark on the second phase of my army life.basic section leader course, 8 weeks, make or break.to be the best i can be, that is what i live by.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-56823054724466122992008-06-17T00:51:00.002+08:002008-06-17T01:47:57.249+08:00

june eleven 2008as my parents came down and put on my jockey cap for me, a sense of jubilation washes over me. i felt really happy, and i could sense the vibe of achievement in recruits all around me. a minor milestone it may be, but it was an important one for me. to me, it marks my coming to as a soldier, a rite of passage for all singaporean MEN. though i feel rather nubile as an 18 year old,

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-33099878405918298482008-05-25T02:50:00.003+08:002008-05-25T03:12:28.217+08:00

what causes "fuck" to ring through my mind.when i hear the 2 words "whole lot"when i hear "arti"when i run 9.51mins for 2.4when i pull 8 pullups but gets 6 recorded by the station ic.when i wake up at 1pm then i realise i have to book in 3hours laterwhen i miss my 50m target standing positionwhen i drop my riflewhen i wake up at 0530the list goes on.. but 2 more weeks to pop des neh...7 less

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-90650941083545552582008-05-17T05:22:00.001+08:002008-05-17T05:23:42.377+08:00

in the army, time pass like zoom.so.. monday book in lor. i'm more than halfway done with BMotherfucking Tee.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-30528898245342859812008-04-11T02:34:00.001+08:002008-04-11T02:35:27.228+08:00

recruit pang heads off for some island life!back in 2 weeks. take care.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-74206562002858710752008-04-11T02:34:00.000+08:002008-04-11T02:35:26.395+08:00

recruit pang heads off for some island life!back in 2 weeks. take care.

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-55767218859418457452008-04-02T06:02:00.002+08:002008-04-02T06:05:20.688+08:00

the past 4 months were damned fun and i look forward to 1 more week of fun.6.04am liao leh and i havent sleep, how to wake up at 5.30am next time? :)its would be soon before long.and yuru the zookeeper lets us take photos with snakes and owls! LOL for freeee

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-6275864513094126662008-03-27T05:48:00.001+08:002008-03-27T05:50:13.530+08:00

TWO MORE WEEKENDS to a botak pang.fuck so much going through my mind i cant fucking sleep!!!!mogumogu you are so fucking cute

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-86386849868104882262008-03-18T00:28:00.001+08:002008-03-18T00:31:11.805+08:00

sorry army boys namely tsam and daniel.pai seh i know army is the only thing thats really intense now for u guys and i'm totally fine with it when we go out have dinner watsoever but.......... play bball dun sit one side and tlak army please k thanks.:) NO ANGST AH GUYS JANGAN TENSION

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-75899859538031284142008-03-14T16:03:00.005+08:002008-03-16T03:02:50.203+08:00

the weather is such a FUCK nowadays.it rains like a dog when i want to play ball or it fucking burns the shit out of us.congrats to the army boys for fainting(passing out hurrhurr)! recruit pang is coming right up.no offence but i seriously am not interested in how fierce your sergeant is, how tough your training is, how many fucking pull ups i need to pass ippt..sure its rather interesting to

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-43383890801873241532008-03-09T04:53:00.002+08:002008-03-09T05:02:01.930+08:00

probably the most confusing period so far, deciding which course to take in the university.if you had a choice, no pressure from reality, people and other fucked up circumstances,what would you be?

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-46356143004162792932008-03-08T03:41:00.002+08:002008-03-08T03:59:04.011+08:00

i got a A for maths and physics,i got a B for GP, Econs, Geographyi got a C for pw.(fuck that)to be honest, i am satisfied at my results because of what i've been doing throughout my college life. pon lecture to sleep, pon school to train basketball, pon school to watch movie... i'm like a ponstar kinda person. i am thankful and i'm really glad that the subjects that i aced the subjects that i

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-76764176733384772392008-03-06T03:15:00.002+08:002008-03-06T03:21:39.369+08:00

i cant chew properlyi cant curse properlyi cut my tongue and the sides of my mouth often.thats right baby, i'm wearing braces. hahahaha. pretty fucked up currently but the human body does what it does best. ADAPT.anyhow, results on friday, really scared and anxious, but then again theres nothing i can do but pray for the best. so PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.1 more month to army! when i

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-87217007849013173502008-02-18T01:09:00.002+08:002008-02-18T01:37:41.077+08:00

my typical day at work goes like this:i wake up half awake with standard du lan face with these words going through my mind (wah piang eh sian........)i get into my uniform of black polo tee, black pants, black shoes.i drink a cup of milo and chiong out to catch the transport to work.upon reaching the airport, i walk to the police pass station to get my airport pass and head to the arrival hall

shanghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14683565246896727263noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6179677.post-43968979345921823912008-02-16T00:10:00.001+08:002008-02-16T00:12:14.236+08:00

i really dun like work when it fucking disrupts my fucking life.feb 29 i quit, like seriously man.

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